Sing a song from your soul...

i have a ridiculous amount of yarn and a ridiculous amount of projects and i don't really know what to do with myself because i really want to crochet but i have other priorities. sigh. life is so hard.

i hate this.

i also have college applications but i have kind of forgotten about those. oh well.

officially one of the longest days ever. srsly.

Before dinner:
Arash found someone's strolling binder, and it was open so I um, physically pointed out that there wasn't the tag so it should have been Hayden's, he wasn't listening and jammed my finger closed.
And it hurt.
And then I yelled, "FUCK!" really, really loudly. And Mrs. Higgins just turned and looked at me, and made this huge deal out of it and I probably started blushing. even though it's almost physically impossible for an Asian to do!
And then Molly reminded me of that one time in 7th grade where I ratted out Arash. I totally didn't remember but since it's something that I would do, I completely believe her. and I vaguely remember now. haha.

Um, I kind of just want to go to sleep now and neglect all of my homework. the only thing I have to turn in is that essay, anyway, and it's kind of done.

ECH
it's 4 pages! NUUUU

Hey guys:
This is something that I've been thinking about really hard for a while and kind of put off because of standardized testing and everything, so here goes.
This summer, when I went down to the rural part Hunan in China, I went and volunteered at the elementary school and worked with and observed some of the kids. What struck me, really, was the conditions of the school (broken windows, demolished ping-pong tables, lack of new equipment, etc) and how typical such conditions are in many rural areas of China.
So, I decided that I was going to find a way to help them with what I love most- music. What I'm aiming for is a (possibly multiple-night) benefit concert, mostly with Chinese classical music (although I am definitely flexible in what the program would contain) and during intermission, a presentation on where the money's going to, how it's going to get there, and so forth.

However, I have a TON of work ahead of me in recruiting musicians, audiences, an auditorium, and just getting the program and the event put together in general. I'm aiming for the concert to be around May 2nd, simply because I have to give time for people to learn music and April is a busy month for a lot of people.

So, I'm asking you guys for help anywhere from advice to offering to play in said concert. I'll probably be advertising more on facebook and such later, but I wanted to hear what you guys thought first.

Thanks so much. :)

haha, making facebook groups is fun.

I totally jumped on Christian today. and he freaked out. it was the biggest win ever. Especially since he is almost completely asexual and doesn't even give hugs unless they're forced upon him. hahahah.

and um, yeah, I really want to put off homework and stuff for tomorrow but I shouldn't. so I will be getting to that... soon.

"General Cornwallis is banging a woman in Philadelphia- he has her in his bed every night."

lolAPUSH.

because I am the new Anytown Treasurer!!

We were all waaay too hyper at the meeting today. especially Adam. and how he was afraid I'd tell Cheyenne something embarrassing about what he thought about Matt. And then Arash stole my seat. And then Cindy told me to stop laughing.
because everything was so funny.

I still need to find 15,000 dollars for Hawktown. eheheh. I wonder if Cindy will let me go beg for money from local businesses.
but OH MY GOD. THAT MEANS I GET TO TEACH AT TRAINING THE TRAINERS!!! YES.
and I get to lead a group at the lock-in!!!
and I will probably pass out in my chair at regionals the day after that. oops.
and I need some crazy propaganda method to try to get money.
boo. we're so poor. D=

anyway, Physics is so funny.
7th hour is the best, and we're going to be like the last class that Ms. Bradford ever teaches. And we'll probably be the most memorable. Between me, Kara, Ryan, Matt, Brandon, Jesse, Mario, Kunhee, we probably have... the worst combination of kids possible.
But we knew that back in July. hahah.

AHHH.
I'm really excited for next year.
now for that change over time essay.

8 PM - 9 PM tonight.
You should join in... it's not that hard to live one hour without electricity. :D

anyway, I haven't done this in a while (plus Kara inspired me to, haha)

I. You're such a fantastic musician, but so thickheaded and almost full of it at the same time. I like sitting in math and talking with you while the Bobaconstrictor gives us glares for not talking about what we're working on, and I'm just really glad that I've gotten to know you better this year. And I'm glad you've stopped punching walls.

II. You're so funny and I love being around you but I always feel some sort of awkwardness come between us. I respect you and your opinions (even though I used to be afraid of them) so much and hope we stay in touch after we both leave high school.

III. I never really realized how much I could bond with one person in less than 3 weeks until I met you. We're a thousand miles apart, but you're one of my best friends and I love talking to you. It was too bad that you couldn't come to our Midwest performance; you would have loved it.

IV. I wonder about you so much. Why won't you share your life with me? It's like you've left me hanging on a limb for, oh, I don't know, 8 months? You were so open and sweet when we talked face to face; are you just busy or is there something you're afraid to tell me?

V. I miss you. I feel like some barrier has come in between us and now that you're growing up and graduating I'm afraid you'll leave me behind... and then I have to remind myself that you're not as fickle as me. We've been through some crazy stuff starting with our parents shoving us together, but I love you so much. Let's talk more often.

VI. We used to have so much fun together but now things are a little different... I'm starting to look at you as competition and I feel a little terrible since we are such good friends. I hope we haven't parted our ways yet.

VII. You're the most annoying stand partner ever and I wish I would be moved down just so I'm not next to you, hearing you brag about your tan or whatever shallow thought is going through your head. You probably don't know it, but with some of the things you say, you make me feel like a terrible loner who has no friends, just because I'm not out and about every weekend... and I don't know how to tell you this without it ending up in an immature argument. Please, just go away forever back to wherever you came from because Kunhee doesn't even deserve you.

VIII. You make me feel so cheerful, and I love going to your parties. I love how you're so open to other people are so friendly to everyone.

i wanna pomegranate tree

bah.
6 more days of Winter Break. Where has all of my time gone??

So last night was pretty fun.

I love how I'm going back to being a truant at school only half the time again, starting from the first week- ASU Business Skills Day on Wednesday, AMEA on Friday. I'm excited, though. All should be good.

Lake Tahoe is absolutely BEAUTIFUL. It's so sparkly and blue with forests surrounding it...
It's been a really relaxing few days, actually.

I've decided to opt out on my interview for the Science Research program partially because it's waaay too far and ASU isn't taking any new people this year. I'm thinking about searching for a summer job tutoring or something instead, because the main part of the program is over the summer, where we're supposed to work full days.

Honestly, I still haven't thought about my birthday at ALL this year. I've had so many other things on my mind and there's nothing that I want to do in particular, plus the weekend right before happens to be PSATs. lovely. if anyone has any ideas that aren't particularly crazy or require extensive planning, just tell me. I don't really want some fancy sweet 16 anyway. meh.

YAY I JUST GOT MY SCHEDULE!!!!!

A // Strolling Strings - Bitter
1 // Honors Lab Bio - Hale [is this the kiss of death, Kara?]
2 // Beginning Dance - Duxbury
3 // Chamber Orchestra [yay me!] - Bitter
4 // Lunch [daofkjdalfjafd why must eveyrone be in marching band?]
5 // Honors Math 5-6 - Steiner
6 // Honors English I - Millhorn
7 // Spanish II [yay me!] - Johnson

haha, now I have an easy way of telling everyone... >D

1. Sora
2. Selphie
3. Kairi
4. Sakura (Naruto)
5. Lettuce
6. Pudding
7. Jounouchi
8. Rebecca (=P)
9. Rikku
10. Hikaru
11. Misha
12. Meroko

- Would Twelve and Seven ever be good friends?

Um... I really don't know. XDDDDDD Meroko and Jounouchi... probably, because Jounouchi's really friendly, and Meroko's really nice...

- Would Three and Two ever have any reason to dislike each other?

NAW. they're even good friends in the game. XD

- Do you think Four is cute/handsome?

Aww, yes she is. Not in a lesbian way, though.

- One is forced to spend the day at an amusement park. How does he/she react?

Um, he'd have fun?

- If Two and Nine sat next to each other in a history class, would they ever talk to each other?

DUDE yes. Cuz both of them are like the hyper comic relief people in FF and KH... at least in the fandom. XD

- Eight calls the wrong number by mistake and ends up calling Five. How do they react?

Um, they both act polite and hang up?

- One, Ten, and Three are partners in a group project. What grade would they get on the finished product?

Um. Well, Sora's a lazy bum, but Kairi seems to be the smart type. And Hikaru... I don't know. XDDD Probably like an A or a B.

- Have you read any fic(s) about Nine?

Naw, lol i just like her character.

- Would Two and Six make a good couple?

Naw. They just don't seem to be the type to be lesbian. XD

- Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?

No...

- If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, which song would you choose?

Hm, I don't know. Probably some song that like starts out all little and cute and immuture, but then it like, grows up. I don't know.

- Four and Twelve are up against each other in a relay race. Who would win?

Um, Sakura. Cuz she's actually trained to do stuff like that. XD

- Seven is hopelessly lost in an unfamilar city. Would Six be good at giving him/her directions?

No. lol. Jounouchi would be confused anyway. XD

- When was the last time you read a fic about Five?

Never. v.v all of the TMM fics are all about stupid ichigo. pfffttt.

Chapter 1: http://www.livejournal.com/users/m1ssi3chan/23555.html#cutid1
Chapter 2: http://www.livejournal.com/users/m1ssi3chan/24650.html#cutid1
( Chapter 3 is here! )

Here's chapter one if you've forgotten what's happened. (which would be weird since I posted it a day ago.) http://www.livejournal.com/~m1ssi3chan/23555.html
( Chapter 2 is here!!!!! And if you haven't read chapter one, go read that first. )

Yeah. First chapter of Angel's Calling. It's turning out to be weird. Like very weird.
( come and read it! )

My wish list. Read Cindy's post before you comment.
-Chobits 1, 2, 5, 6, 8
-Tokyo Mew Mew 1, 2, 5, 6, or Tokyo Mew Mew a la mode 1, 2
-Singer of All songs (paperback)
-The waterless sea (paperback, but i don't think it's out in that yet)
-Flipped
-the NEW ty beanie babies (no old ones, i have most of them)
-DDR Max 2, DDR Extreme, DDR Extreme 2
-Kareoke Revolution
-Aeropostale, Pac Sun, Westcor, Barnes and Noble, or any ice cream parlor's gift card (preferably Marble Slab)
-long, dangly earrings

I think that's it. XDDDD I'm not really expecting most of the more expensive stuff.

I'll add you if I feel like it.

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BTW I'll be posting a few stories public. So... neh. =)